The True Chapters of Life

The Dark Night

I feel safest at night when I am without my reflection
At night I see me and not a mere hint of me
I see who I am and who I am not; this brings me peace

Though I love the warm sun streaming upon my face 
I feel compelled to keep one eye open to see what lurks around me
In the day all I see is the reflection of me, in those whom I love

In this mere hint of me, lies madness
I’m addicted to these shadows of ourselves, to what we possess
Believing they are us

But the clock ticks and slowly, our souls haunt us
…….Until we can no longer bare it

But in the night
we come face to face with ourselves who we’ve avoided for so long
And then suddenly see the face of God

dd- November 2019

The Day of Our Birth

We have a drive inside of us to improve the person we were born as

Striving daily to be more, to be better, to be different then who we are

This drip continues day in and day out until the dam breaks and we realize then, that we’re not only perfectly acceptable the way we are

But we’re profoundly important to this life and the life of others simply by being that wonderful creature from the day of our birth

In The Dark

God lives in our empty days
If we can close our eyes of knowledge and empty our hearts of expectations
we can see nothing less than the face of God
When we’re empty we soon discover we’re full

Darkness is our unconditional friend during our labor pains of grief
And where there is grief, there is death
And when we see death we see what we never knew
That death is the mother of beauty.

dd- December 2009

I Found My Voice

I found my voice
it’s not in my head
I found my voice
it’s not there
instead
it’s somewhere down inside close to my chest-
it’s been there all along
it seems to know best

At least it does when I listen
to its idiosyncratic ways,
since its tone lacks any judgment of my arrogant haze

I found my voice
it’s not in the words I form 
rather it speaks through a gentle nudge
and brings no expectations to perform
for anyone but ourselves

This voice is our true self
so why would we live for others
when we know our true soul

Fear and doubt don’t live inside this voice
it reveals our destined path
but
we must be ready to lose what we think we love
for something bigger then the rest

Each of us have this same voice
yet
few actually hear its call

It requires great courage to pay a price of what it asks of all

dd- December 2009

Wildflower

Wildflower you inspire me
Your quiet colors chant your innocent vibrancy
Your unique shapes echo your fascinating complexity
Your fragile manner belies your inner strength to grow among weeds

Your natural beauty flows with the wind
Sculpting you into a soulful creation of the earth
So grow where you are planted.
Wildflower you inspire me